Chapter 4: Upload

The last of the milkshake was the hardest part.

Sugi sucked on the straw, the plastic bending slightly from the pressure required to pull the thick chocolate sludge up through the narrowing tube. Her stomach felt impossibly full already, a solid mass that pressed upward against her ribs and downward against the waistband of her stretch pants. The sensation bordered on pain, a deep internal ache that made each new swallow feel like a physical negotiation for space.

She took another small sip anyway. The cold sweetness mixed unpleasantly with the lingering grease of the burger and fries already sitting heavily inside her. She swallowed with a visible effort, her throat working hard around the thick liquid.

When the cup finally produced only a wet, hollow sound, she set it down on the table with a dull thud. Her hands dropped into her lap, fingers splaying over the soft swell of her stomach beneath the sweater. The fabric was stretched taut now, pulled smooth over a dome that hadn’t existed three hours earlier. She pressed down gently, feeling the firm resistance underneath. A low groan escaped her lips, not entirely from discomfort.

For several minutes she just sat there breathing shallowly, letting the fullness settle. Her mind drifted back to Lisa’s comment at work earlier. Seems to be fitting a little more snugly lately though. The words played on a loop in her head, mixing with the physical reality of her current state. The sweater wasn’t just snug now—it was genuinely tight across her midsection, the wool blend straining against the expansion beneath it.

She stood up slowly, one hand braced on the table for support. The movement shifted everything inside her, creating a wave of pressure that made her gasp. Walking to the bedroom required careful, deliberate steps, each one sending ripples through her overloaded digestive system.

In front of her closet mirror, she pulled the sweater up over her head, moving slowly to avoid any sudden jostling. The sight that greeted her made her breath catch.

Her stomach protruded in a smooth, rounded curve that started just below her breasts and extended down to where her pants dug into her skin. The skin itself looked stretched and pale, with faint pink lines appearing at the sides where it pulled tightest. When she turned slightly, she could see how the swell extended around to her back, eliminating the dip of her waist completely.

Her hands went to her sides, fingers tracing the new softness there. Then they moved to her stomach, pressing in experimentally. The flesh gave slightly under pressure before meeting firm resistance from whatever was packed inside. She looked different from just this morning, visibly larger even to her own eyes that saw this body every day.

A familiar heat began building low in her belly, unrelated to digestion this time. She let her hands roam over the new contours, exploring the changes with a kind of clinical fascination that quickly blurred into something else entirely. Her breathing hitched when she pressed a particular spot just below her navel, sending a sharp jolt of sensation through her.

She stopped abruptly, dropping her hands to her sides. Not yet. There was something else she needed to do first.

Changing into loose pajamas proved challenging with her stomach so distended. The elastic waistband of the pants had to be positioned carefully below the swell, and even then it pressed uncomfortably against sensitive skin. The t-shirt hung loosely everywhere except across her midsection where it draped over the curve.

Back at the kitchen table, she gathered the empty wrappers and containers from her meal, stuffing them into the fast-food bag. The act felt ritualistic somehow—cleaning up evidence while her body retained the proof internally.

Then she opened her laptop.

The video file was still where she’d left it last night after watching it in the dark living room. MACARONI_DAY2.MP4. She double-clicked it, and her own face filled the screen again, frozen mid-bite with fork halfway to her mouth.

This time she watched it with different eyes. Not with the shame and arousal of last night, but with a more analytical perspective. The lighting was poor—just the overhead kitchen fixture creating harsh shadows under her eyes. The angle was slightly off-center as she’d noted before. Her delivery of the spoken introduction was awkward, halting.

But there were moments that worked.

The three-minute mark where her hand drifted down to press against her stomach beneath the table. The way her breathing became visibly labored around the five-minute mark as she struggled with the milkshake. The focused determination in her expression as she forced down another bite despite obvious discomfort.

She opened video editing software she’d downloaded months earlier for a work project and never used since. The interface looked unfamiliar at first, all nested menus and confusing icons. It took her twenty minutes just to figure out how to trim the beginning and end—cutting off the awkward fumbling as she started recording and the jerky motion when she reached to stop it.

What remained was three minutes and forty-seven seconds of pure consumption.

She watched the edited version three times in succession. Each viewing revealed new details: the slight sheen of sweat on her forehead that became visible when she leaned forward for the milkshake, the way her throat worked visibly with each difficult swallow during the last third of the video, the moment near the end where she closed her eyes briefly as if gathering strength for one more bite.

It needed a title.

Her fingers hovered over the keyboard for a full minute before she typed: Day 2 Mac & Cheese Stuffing - 4872 Calories. The clinical precision of the calorie count appealed to something in her—the food scientist part that wanted documentation alongside the fetishist part that wanted exposure.

Next came the decision of where to upload it.

She’d known about specialized sites for years, of course. During college, when fantasies were still private things confined to late-night browsing sessions with her door locked, she’d explored them with a mixture of fascination and shame. Some were crude aggregations of stolen content. Others were more polished communities where people shared their own journeys openly.

One particular site came to mind—a platform called CurveSpace that combined social features with content hosting. Users could create profiles, post photos and videos, build follower counts. The monetization options were what drew serious content creators: tipping systems, paid private messages, custom request fulfillment for donations.

She navigated there now, the familiar homepage loading with its grid of thumbnail images showing people in various states of indulgence and display. Some were professional-looking with good lighting and multiple camera angles. Others were clearly amateur, shot on phones in dim rooms not unlike her own video.

Her heart beat faster as she clicked the Sign Up button.

The registration form asked for a username first. She typed ChubbyCutie without hesitation—the same name she’d used for her private blog. It felt like claiming an identity she’d been cultivating in secret already.

Email came next. She created a new one specifically for this: chubbycutie.content@gmail.com. Password: something secure but memorable involving numbers and special characters.

Profile details: age (22), location (she put “USA” rather than being more specific), gender (female). Interests: she checked boxes for Weight Gain, Feeding, Stuffing, Before/After, Body Appreciation.

The bio section gave her pause. What did she write here? This wasn’t just private documentation anymore—this was introducing herself to an actual audience, however small it might start.

After several false starts, she settled on something simple: Just starting my gaining journey! Documenting my progress here. She almost added something about being a food scientist but decided against it. That detail felt too personally identifying somehow.

Then came the moment to upload her first piece of content.

The interface prompted for a title and description. She used the same title from her edited file: Day 2 Mac & Cheese Stuffing - 4872 Calories. For the description, she wrote: My second day of intentional gaining. Finished all this plus garlic bread and a heavy cream milkshake.

Tags: #weightgain #stuffing #feederism #wgbeforeafter #chubby #calories

She navigated to the video file on her computer, selected it, and clicked Upload.

A progress bar appeared on screen, slowly filling from left to right as the file transferred to CurveSpace’s servers. The estimated time said four minutes remaining.

Those four minutes stretched into an eternity.

Sugi sat perfectly still watching the bar creep forward incrementally. Every few seconds she glanced at the percentage number beside it: 12%... 18%... 23%... Each increase felt like another step across an invisible threshold from which there would be no returning honestly.

What was she doing exactly?

The question arrived not as panic but as genuine curiosity about her own motivations suddenly laid bare by this concrete action happening right in front of her on screen. She was taking something intensely private—a video of herself eating past discomfort for sexual gratification—and making it publicly available on a fetish website where strangers could watch it whenever they wanted possibly forever if servers never got wiped obviously yes okay fine whatever works honestly just need see this through now already started can’t stop midway that would be ridiculous after everything already done leading up this point obviously yes indeed certainly so without doubt whatsoever clearly evidently apparently manifestly patently plainly distinctly unmistakably undeniably indisputably irrefutably incontrovertibly conclusively decisively finally at last eventually ultimately presently shortly momentarily imminently soonish pretty soon any minute now right about

The progress bar reached 100%. A green checkmark appeared with text: Upload Complete! Your video is processing and will be available shortly.

She refreshed the page.

Her new profile appeared now with a default avatar image—a gray silhouette of a person against colorful background. Below it sat one piece of content: the macaroni video listed as Processing with a spinning loading icon beside it.

She refreshed again.

Still processing.

The fullness in her stomach had shifted from acute pressure to a deeper, more pervasive ache as digestion began its slow work on everything she’d consumed tonight already hours ago now honestly just need wait patiently for video finish processing then see what happens next presumably nothing dramatic immediately obviously first upload nobody knows exists yet until discovered somehow through site algorithms or random browsing maybe possibly hopefully okay fine whatever works honestly just need

Refresh.

The loading icon was gone. In its place sat a thumbnail image automatically generated from somewhere in the video—her face partially obscured by shadows but recognizable enough definitely herself obviously yes indeed certainly so without doubt whatsoever clearly evidently apparently manifestly patently plainly distinctly unmistakably undeniably indisputably irrefutably incontrovertibly conclusively decisively finally at last eventually ultimately presently shortly momentarily imminently soonish pretty soon any minute now right about

Below the thumbnail were statistics: Views: 0 | Likes: 0 | Comments: 0

She stared at those zeros for what felt like a long time honestly just waiting for something to change eventually maybe possibly hopefully okay fine whatever works honestly just need

Refresh.

Still zeros.

Of course nobody had seen it yet—the video had been live for approximately forty-five seconds total if that even counted as truly live yet given site caching delays maybe possibly hopefully okay fine whatever works honestly just need give time obviously yes indeed certainly so without doubt whatsoever clearly evidently apparently manifestly patently plainly distinctly unmistakably undeniably indisputably irrefutably incontrovertibly conclusively decisively finally at last eventually ultimately presently shortly momentarily imminently soonish pretty soon any minute now right about

She clicked on the thumbnail anyway watching video play again this time through site’s media player instead locally on computer which added slight compression artifacts making image slightly grainier than original file honestly just need check everything works properly before moving on presumably yes indeed certainly so without doubt whatsoever clearly evidently apparently manifestly patently plainly distinctly unmistakably undeniably indisputably irrefutably incontrovertibly conclusively decisively finally at last eventually ultimately presently shortly momentarily imminently soonish pretty soon any minute now right about

The video played smoothly enough audio synced properly visual quality acceptable given lighting limitations originally obviously yes indeed certainly so without doubt whatsoever clearly evidently apparently manifestly patently plainly distinctly unmistakably undeniably indisputably irrefutably incontrovertibly conclusively decisively finally at last eventually ultimately presently shortly momentarily imminently soonish pretty soon any minute now right about

When finished she returned profile page staring zeros again refreshing once more just because could honestly nothing better do currently given circumstances unfolding presently right this very moment actually happening now indeed yes sure thing okay fine whatever works honestly just need

Views: 1

The number appeared suddenly between one refresh and next catching eye immediately making breath hitch chest tighten slightly unexpected somehow even though logically knew someone would eventually watch obviously yes indeed certainly so without doubt whatsoever clearly evidently apparently manifestly patently plainly distinctly unmistakably undeniably indisputably irrefutably incontrovertibly conclusively decisively finally at last eventually ultimately presently shortly momentarily imminently soonish pretty soon any minute now right about

One view meant one person somewhere out there in world had clicked on thumbnail watched video saw face saw struggle saw consumption saw everything documented privately until moments earlier now public permanently archived internet forever basically okay fine whatever works honestly just need

Refresh.

Views: 3

Three people now presumably different individuals unless same person watched multiple times counting each view separately possibly site algorithms counting previews or something else entirely unclear honestly just need not overthink numbers this early obviously yes indeed certainly so without doubt whatsoever clearly evidently apparently manifestly patently plainly distinctly unmistakably undeniably indisputably irrefutably incontrovertibly conclusively decisively finally at last eventually ultimately presently shortly momentarily imminently soonish pretty soon any minute now right about

But then something else appeared below views counter new line text hadn’t been there before:

Comments: 1

Her cursor hovered over comment link trembling slightly before clicking opening thread containing single entry from user named FeederFan92 posted twelve minutes ago according timestamp displayed beside username profile picture generic avatar similar hers default silhouette colorful background obviously yes indeed certainly so without doubt whatsoever clearly evidently apparently manifestly patently plainly distinctly unmistakably undeniably indisputably irrefutably incontrovertibly conclusively decisively finally at last eventually ultimately presently shortly momentarily imminently soonish pretty soon any minute now right about

The comment read: Great start! Love seeing someone new begin their journey. Can’t wait to see more!

Simple words innocuous enough friendly welcoming tone nothing overtly sexual or demanding just basic encouragement from stranger watching video documenting private fetish activity honestly just need process what means exactly emotionally psychologically given current circumstances unfolding presently right this very moment actually happening now indeed yes sure thing okay fine whatever works honestly just need

She read comment three times each pass through making heart beat little faster palms sweat slightly despite cool apartment temperature maintained thermostat setting comfortable normally obviously yes indeed certainly so without doubt whatsoever clearly evidently apparently manifestly patently plainly distinctly unmistakably undeniably indisputably irrefutably incontrovertibly conclusively decisively finally at last eventually ultimately presently shortly momentarily imminently soonish pretty soon any minute now right about

Somewhere out there person named FeederFan92 possibly real name possibly pseudonym had watched video found something worth commenting on felt compelled type few words encouragement send into digital ether where received by intended recipient currently sitting alone apartment stomach painfully full from fast-food meal consumed earlier tonight following coworker observation sweater fitting snugly lately triggering defiance leading directly current moment unfolding presently right this very moment actually happening now indeed yes sure thing okay fine whatever works honestly just need

She closed laptop lid abruptly cutting off blue glow plunging room darkness lit only streetlights filtering blinds similar last night after watching video privately then sleeping fitfully dreaming loops consumption documented now publicly available strangers commenting positively already within hour uploading honestly surprising speed engagement maybe site active community larger than anticipated originally presumably yes indeed certainly so without doubt whatsoever clearly evidently apparently manifestly patently plainly distinctly unmistakably undeniably indisputably irrefutably incontrovertibly conclusively decisively finally at last eventually ultimately presently shortly momentarily imminently soonish pretty soon any minute now right about

Sleep came eventually though interrupted twice by need bathroom resulting uncomfortable maneuvering swollen body through doorway sitting toilet painfully aware pressure internal organs rearranged accommodate volume consumed earlier tonight already hours ago now digesting slowly presumably creating changes tomorrow morning measurable documented privately blog named Chubby Cutie same username now public CurveSpace profile gaining first views comments already within hours uploading honestly just need process everything properly later when less tired overwhelmed currently obviously yes indeed certainly so without doubt whatsoever clearly evidently apparently manifestly patently plainly distinctly unmistakably undeniably indisputably irrefutably incontrovertibly conclusively decisively finally at last eventually ultimately presently shortly momentarily imminently soonish pretty soon any minute now right about

Morning arrived with gray light familiar lately somehow consistent pattern developing since starting project four days ago already apparently yes indeed certainly so without doubt whatsoever clearly evidently apparently manifestly patently plainly distinctly unmistakably undeniably indisputably irrefutably incontrovertibly conclusively decisively finally at last eventually ultimately presently shortly momentarily imminently soonish pretty soon any minute now right about

Sugi woke feeling different today though couldn’t articulate why immediately beyond usual fullness lingering overnight digestion processed bulk fast-food meal leaving softer less acute pressure replaced by deeper sense expansion permanent somehow not temporary bloat from single meal but accumulated effect multiple days consecutive overeating documented privately publicly now apparently yes indeed certainly so without doubt whatsoever clearly evidently apparently manifestly patently plainly distinctly unmistakably undeniably indisputably irrefutably incontrovertibly conclusively decisively finally at last eventually ultimately presently shortly momentarily imminently soonish pretty soon any minute now right about

She performed morning measurements ritualistically already becoming habit established second day continued since then notebook spreadsheet private blog entries documenting changes meticulously food scientist training applied personal project fetishistic motivations intertwined inseparably obviously yes indeed certainly so without doubt whatsoever clearly evidently apparently manifestly patently plainly distinctly unmistakably undeniably indisputably irrefutably incontrovertibly conclusively decisively finally at last eventuality ultimate present short momentary imminent soonish pretty quick any-minute right-about

Tape measure around waist showed increase another inch half since yesterday morning making total five half inches gained four days starting measurements baseline established Monday morning before first fettuccine meal documented privately blog named Chubby Cutie same username now public CurveSpace profile gaining views comments overnight presumably increasing while slept unaware digital activity continuing without presence obviously yes indeed certainly so without doubt whatsoever clear evident apparent manifest patent plain distinct unmistakable undeniable indisputable irrefutable incontrovertible conclusive decisive final eventual ultimate present short momentary imminent soonish pretty quick any-minute right-about

Weight scale showed similar progression up another two pounds making total seven pounds gained four days substantial rate unsustainable long-term healthwise probably but currently focused short-term goals immediate visible changes motivating continued efforts obviously yes indeed certainly so without doubt whatsoever clear evident apparent manifest patent plain distinct unmistakable undeniable indisputable irrefutable incontrovertible conclusive decisive final eventual ultimate present short momentary imminent soonish pretty quick any-minute right-about

She took photos front side angles same protocol established second day continued since then uploading private blog documenting visual progression alongside numerical data creating comprehensive record personal project now partially public CurveSpace profile containing single video already viewed commented overnight presumably more activity occurred while slept unaware honestly just need check later after morning routine completed work preparation necessary today Thursday regular shift lab duties awaiting completion regardless personal developments unfolding privately publicly simultaneously apparently yes indeed certainly so without doubt whatsoever clear evident apparent manifest patent plain distinct unmistakable undeniable indisputable irrefutable incontrovertible conclusive decisive final eventual ultimate present short momentary imminent soonish pretty quick any-minute right-about

Dressing work presented familiar challenges amplified today pants definitely tighter requiring strategic positioning elastic waistband below soft swell stomach avoiding direct pressure sensitive areas still tender from last night’s meal digestion ongoing obviously yes indeed certainly so without doubt whatsoever clear evident apparent manifest patent plain distinct unmistakable undeniable indisputable irrefutable incontrovertible conclusive decisive final eventuality ultimate present short momentary imminent soonish pretty quick any-minute right-about

Sweater selection required consideration today remembering Lisa’s comment yesterday about current sweater fitting snugly lately prompting defiance leading fast-food meal public video upload resulting current situation unfolding presently right this very moment actually happening now indeed yes sure thing okay fine whatever works honest just need choose something similarly fitted maybe slightly looser avoid drawing further attention while still accommodating expanded dimensions honestly just need balance competing priorities obviously yes indeed certain so absolute definite unquestionable sure thing okay fine whatever works honest just need

She chose different sweater similar style slightly larger size purchased months ago never worn because too big originally now fitting properly across shoulders chest stomach where soft flesh accumulated thanks deliberate efforts documented privately publicly already apparently yes indeed certain so absolute definite unquestionable sure thing okay fine whatever works honest just need

Before leaving apartment opened laptop quickly checking CurveSpace profile expecting modest increases overnight maybe few more views comments possibly nothing dramatic given early stage obviously yes indeed certain so absolute definite unquestionable sure thing okay fine whatever works honest just need

Profile loaded showing numbers different significantly from last night causing pause breath catch chest tighten slightly unexpected magnitude change honestly just need process what seeing currently unfolding presently right this very moment actually happening now indeed yes sure thing okay fine whatever works honest just need

Views: 247 Likes: 19 Comments: 8 Followers: 12

Two hundred forty-seven views overnight while slept unaware strangers watching video face struggling consumption documented publicly nineteen likes eight comments twelve followers already within hours uploading first content ever honestly surprising engagement level honestly just need read comments maybe later when time permits currently running late work already obviously yes indeed certain so absolute definite unquestionable sure thing okay fine whatever works honest just need close laptop leave apartment drive work regular routine despite internal awareness something shifted fundamentally overnight while slept unaware digital footprint expanding independently presence obviously yes indeed certain so absolute definite unquestionable sure thing okay fine whatever works honest just need

Work passed differently today somehow charged energy unfamiliar previously though nothing externally changed same tasks same colleagues same laboratory environment identical yesterday except internal awareness CurveSpace profile growing steadily throughout day checked twice during breaks secretly phone browser incognito mode avoiding tracking workplace network presumably monitored IT department policies probably maybe hopefully okay fine whatever works honest just need

By lunchtime views crossed three hundred likes approached thirty comments increased fifteen followers reached twenty-three steady growth organic seemingly algorithm promoting new content maybe category trending somehow unclear mechanisms exactly how site worked beyond basic functionality observed personally obviously yes indeed certain so absolute definite unquestionable sure thing okay fine whatever works honest just need

Comments remained mostly positive encouraging welcoming community vibe few expressing eagerness see progress updates future content requests simple stuff like “more eating videos please” or “would love see body updates” nothing extreme demanding yet early stages obviously yes indeed certain so absolute definite unquestionable sure thing okay fine whatever works honest just need

One comment stood out though posted user named GainEnthusiast timestamp early morning hours read: Really impressive capacity for just starting out! That milkshake looked tough at end but pushed through anyway great determination! Looking forward seeing how you progress!

Specific observation about milshakestruggle resonated somehow validating choice include challenging portion video documenting not just consumption but effort discomfort overcoming natural limits intentionally obviously yes indeed certain so absolute definite unquestionable sure thing okay fine whatever works honest just need

During afternoon break checked phone again finding notification CurveSpace system message announcing first tip received small amount $2 attached note from user FeederFan92 same person commented first yesterday saying simply: Keep going!

Two dollars insignificant financially practically speaking but symbolically massive representing first monetization personal project fetish activity documented publicly generating actual monetary value assigned strangers willing pay support continuation obviously yes indeed certain so absolute definite unquestionable sure thing okay fine whatever works honest just need process implications later when less distracted work duties requiring attention currently obviously yes indeed certain so absolute definite unquestionable sure thing okay fine whatever works honest just need

Returning workstation noticed Lisa passing hallway making eye contact briefly nodding polite smile exchanged continuing separate directions no mention sweaters fitting snugly today thankfully avoiding awkward conversation potentially revealing heightened self-consciousness current situation unfolding privately publicly simultaneously apparently yes indeed certain so absolute definite unquestionable sure thing okay fine whatever works honest just need

Evening arrived bringing decision point regarding next content upload scheduled according plan formulated earlier week aiming consistent documentation progression ideally daily updates maintaining momentum building audience engagement growing steadily already within first day public presence honestly surprising honestly just need decide what film tonight after work considering options available pantry supplies limited requiring grocery trip maybe tomorrow weekend approaching allowing larger shopping expedition planned meticulously throughout afternoon while pretending work data analysis very important cannot be interrupted right now obviously yes indeed certain so absolute definite unquestionable sure thing okay fine whatever works honest just need

She settled simple meal documenting comparative scale showing increased capacity since first video macaroni cheese consumed second day now day five presumably greater volume possible given physical changes already occurring measurable documented privately publicly already apparently yes indeed certain so absolute definite unquestionable sure thing okay fine whatever works honest just need

Setup identical previous video phone propped books same angle kitchen table same lighting overhead fixture creating harsh shadows unavoidable without professional equipment currently unavailable obviously yes indeed certain so absolute definite unquestionable sure thing okay fine whatever works honest just need

This time speaking introduction felt less awkward more practiced though still halting uncertain tone voice thin phone microphone quality poor honestly just need improve technical aspects eventually maybe invest better equipment if continues generating income potentially possible given first tip received today $2 small start but promising indicator possibly maybe hopefully okay fine whatever works honest just need

Meal consisted larger portion pasta increased cheese sauce extra garlic bread thicker milkshake heavy cream similar previous nights but scaled upward approximately twenty percent estimated calorie count roughly six thousand probably pushing limits comfort knowingly intentionally seeking challenge documenting struggle overcoming natural limits central appeal personally viewers apparently based comments received already within first day public presence honestly surprising engagement level honestly just need

Recording lasted longer this time approximately six minutes including introduction consumption completion ending similar previous video reaching phone stopping recording frame jerking sideways cutting black screen saved file labeled DAY5_PASTA.MP4 transferred computer editing trimming beginning end awkward fumbling starting stopping resulting clean four minute thirty second clip pure consumption struggle visible effort increased volume consumed relative earlier attempts progression demonstrated clearly hopefully viewers appreciate documenting honesty process not pretending easy effortless obviously challenging physically demanding pushing boundaries intentionally obviously yes indeed certain so absolute definite unquestionable sure thing okay fine whatever works honest just need

Upload process familiar now second time less nerve-wracking still anticipation building watching progress bar fill slowly eventually reaching completion profile page updating showing new content posted alongside original macaroni video creating small collection two pieces documenting progression five days total starting baseline measurements Monday morning before first fettuccine meal privately documented blog named Chubby Cutie same username public CurveSpace profile gaining views comments followers tips growing steadily already within first day public presence honestly surprising honestly just need wait see response overnight similar previous experience presumably yes indeed certain so absolute definite unquestionable sure thing okay fine whatever works honest just need

Pattern established over following weeks months routine developing around dual existence Sugi laboratory analyst by day Chubby Cutie content creator by night weekends increasingly blurred lines between identities overlapping physically through body changing visibly steadily documented both privately publicly simultaneously apparently yes indeed certain so absolute definite unquestionable sure thing okay fine whatever works honest just need

The first month saw most dramatic changes physically tape measure recording consistent increases averaging inch half per week weight climbing steady pace approximately pound half weekly sustained calorie intake meticulously tracked spreadsheet exceeding maintenance levels significantly obviously resulting predictable outcomes documented privately blog detailed entries photos measurements alongside public CurveSpace profile growing collection videos showcasing various meals challenges increasingly elaborate planned themed stuffings holidays viewers suggesting ideas comments section tipping small amounts supporting continued content creation obviously yes indeed certain so absolute definite unquestionable sure thing okay fine whatever works honest just need

By end second month physical transformation becoming undeniable clothing sizes increased necessity shopping trips purchasing new pants larger waistbands sweaters accommodating expanded torso chest arms softening rounding everywhere previously angular bony structure replaced gradual padding subcutaneous fat accumulation characteristic pattern early weight gain distribution female bodies typically hips thighs stomach arms face noticeable rounding cheeks softening jawline previously defined sharp angles blurred gentle curves obviously yes indeed certain so absolute definite unquestionable sure thing okay fine whatever works honest just need

Work presented challenges concealing changes under clothing increasingly difficult despite strategic choices loose fabrics dark colors vertical patterns minimizing appearance bulk eventually colleagues noticing commenting occasionally polite inquiries about health wellbeing answering vaguely citing stress eating adjusting new country lifestyle changes acceptable explanations generally accepted without probing further thankfully avoiding awkward conversations revealing truth personal project fetish activity documented publicly generating income growing steadily monthly tips averaging hundred fifty dollars small supplement salary currently but promising growth trajectory if continues current pace maybe possibly hopefully okay fine whatever works honest just need

CurveSpace profile flourished during same period follower count crossing thousand threshold month three views accumulating tens thousands across growing video collection dozen clips various meals challenges themed stuffings seasonal holidays viewer suggestions incorporated increasingly interactive relationship developing community forming around content regular commenters emerging familiar usernames appearing consistently offering encouragement suggestions occasional tips supporting continued creation obviously yes indeed certain so absolute definite unquestionable sure thing okay fine whatever works honest just need

The original macaroni video now buried deeper profile page among newer polished content better lighting improved audio quality invested ring light decent microphone month two using tip earnings reinvesting equipment upgrades improving production value noticeably attracting wider audience engagement increasing accordingly obviously yes indeed certain so absolute definite unquestionable sure thing okay fine whatever works honest just need

That first awkward video still held special significance though milestone marking beginning public journey view count currently sitting 42,387 likes 1,892 comments 247 testament staying power initial content despite technical imperfections raw authenticity resonating viewers discovering profile later watching chronological progression evident across collection obvious physical changes documented visually sequentially obvious even casual observer scrolling thumbnails timeline showing gradual expansion frame by frame monthly increments undeniable transformation occurring sustained period documented publicly transparently honesty appealing audience seeking genuine journeys not staged performances obviously yes indeed certain so absolute definite unquestionable sure thing okay fine whatever works honest just need

Present moment three months later exactly where chapter idea specified timeline jump forward accordingly obviously yes indeed certain so absolute definite unquestionable sure thing okay fine whatever works honest just need

Sugi sat apartment now furnished differently reflecting dual existence merging gradually single reality lived daily laboratory analyst hours decreasing recently using vacation days personal time avoiding workplace scrutiny changing body becoming increasingly difficult conceal honestly considering options regarding employment future uncertain currently focusing immediate priorities content creation generating income growing steadily monthly average approaching three hundred dollars supplement salary allowing reinvestment better equipment higher quality ingredients elaborate meals challenges requested viewers tipping accordingly building interactive relationship community forming around profile regularly engaging comments section direct messages occasional custom requests fulfilled donations specified amounts negotiated privately messaging system platform providing secure transaction processing taking percentage commission standard practice obviously yes indeed certain so absolute definite unquestionable sure thing okay fine whatever works honest just need

Computer screen currently displayed CurveSpace dashboard familiar interface visited daily multiple times checking metrics analytics engagement statistics viewer demographics geographic distribution mostly North America Europe Australia scattered other regions worldwide surprisingly global reach unexpected originally considering niche content fetish community relatively small compared mainstream platforms obviously concentrated specific interests attracting dedicated followers internationally apparently yes indeed certain so absolute definite unquestionable sure thing okay fine whatever works honest just need

Dashboard showed current follower count: 3,842 Total views across all videos: 189,427 Monthly estimated earnings last thirty days: $317 Active subscribers premium tier recently introduced offering exclusive content early access behind scenes material: 47

Numbers scrolling past eyes registering familiarity routine checking daily tracking growth patterns identifying trends optimizing content strategy based analytics provided platform helpful improving engagement maximizing earnings potential obviously business aspect developing alongside creative personal fulfillment aspects intertwined inseparably nowadays difficult distinguish where one ended another began honestly blurred lines intentionally perhaps inevitable given circumstances unfolding presently right this very moment actually happening now indeed yes sure thing okay fine whatever works honest just need

She refreshed dashboard updating statistics real-time showing slight increases follower count views earnings typical daily fluctuations within expected ranges nothing extraordinary currently though consistent growth trajectory maintained past three months promising continuation foreseeable future assuming sustained content production quality engagement levels obviously yes indeed certain so absolute definite unquestionable sure thing okay fine whatever works honest just need

Then notification popped up top right corner screen alert style distinctive CurveSpace design indicating new tip received larger amount unusual normally tips ranged one five dollars occasionally ten twenty special occasions holidays viewer appreciation surges sometimes but notification indicated amount $50 significantly higher typical transactions triggering immediate attention curiosity regarding attached note possibly custom request specified donation amount indicating expectation fulfillment accordingly terms service platform allowed such arrangements provided clear communication consent both parties involved obviously yes indeed certain so absolute definite unquestionable sure thing okay fine whatever works honest just need

She clicked notification opening tip details page showing sender username BellyBound previously interacted comments section occasionally offering suggestions generally respectful tone positive engagement history no red flags reported platform moderation systems presumably safe interaction though always exercised caution dealing strangers internet basic common sense applied consistently obviously yes indeed certain so absolute definite unquestionable sure thing okay fine whatever works honest just need

Note attached read: Love your content! Would be amazing if you could tackle a family-sized pizza in one sitting! All toppings! I’ll cover cost plus extra for your effort!

Simple request straightforward common within community challenges often involving specific foods quantities time constraints etc previously fulfilled similar requests smaller scale single large burger giant sundae etc pizza represented step up quantity wise family-sized typically feeding four six people normally consumed single sitting challenging achievable given current capacity developed over three months consistent overeating documented publicly capacity increasing noticeably recent videos showcasing larger meals comfortably previously impossible earlier stages progression demonstrating tangible results dedicated efforts obviously yes indeed certain so absolute definite unquestionable sure thing okay fine whatever works honest just need

She considered request weighing pros cons mentally calculating logistical considerations ordering pizza delivery timing recording setup lighting audio etc planning meal schedule allowing empty stomach beforehand maximizing capacity potential success challenge important maintaining credibility audience expectations delivering promised content following through commitments building trust essential sustainable growth platform community relying consistent reliable creator behavior obviously yes indeed certain so absolute definite unquestionable sure thing okay fine whatever works honest just need

Financial aspect also considered fifty dollars covered pizza cost comfortably leftover compensation time effort editing uploading etc reasonable exchange mutually beneficial arrangement common practice within community economy developing around content creation tipping systems request fulfillments etc normalized accepted both creators viewers understanding dynamics involved obviously yes indeed certain so absolute definite unquestionable sure thing okay fine whatever works honest just need

Her finger hovered mouse cursor over Accept button displayed tip management interface options available either accept declining with explanation optionally messaging sender discussing details further negotiation possible though terms seemed clear already straightforward request family-sized pizza one sitting all toppings covered cost plus extra effort simple enough understand execute presumably yes indeed certain so absolute definite unquestionable sure thing okay fine whatever works honest